a beautiful loser

i’ve misplaced my phone…

and i dont know why but a small part of me is freaking out. like i have to NEED TO have my phone with me. like since i dont i’m going to miss the most important call of my life. what that call might be i have no idea.
but in reality whenever i misplace my phone and freak that is when no one calls me. i never miss anything. no important messages. i just need to relax right?

but what if the love of my life is trying to call me right now? haha. there i go again.